It’s 1:46 am this morning and i still can’t search anything for an article. Why? For my mind is very much occupied by the person i have hurt few nights ago. I made this article, for him to know that i really am so sorry from what I did the last time. It might be true that it wont change anything between us, but still my heart is sadden by the thoughts that maybe due to that thing, his feelings for me will fade.
I never meant to hurt him by my sudden action. I myself have been shock from what I did that night. Walking out on him without even saying goodbye, seems like a big slap on his face.
“takot na kasi ako pag ang eksena eh may aalis. feeling ko iiwan ako. Un din siguro ang reason kaya hindi na kita hinabol, kasi natatakot ako na pag pinigilan pa kita eh tuluyan ka ng mawala sa akin..“
That was the text I have receive from him. It really strike the very center of my heart, knowing that the most special person whom I love, was hurt by the very person whom he trust.
I just felt writing it here as an article. That if that very situation happens again I will have something here at my blog to remember, that then again I’ve been a foolish person hurting the person who loves me the most.
I am really sorry “LURE” (an endearment I use to call him), hope that night will be our strength to move more positive in next years of our lives, and, thank you for continually accepting my immaturity. Thank you!!